October 12, 2012
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6 months
It is my 6 month anniversary of the eye surgery. This surgery is how I mark time. It seems like right after that happened, my happy and mostly contented life when completely haywire. Half a year later, look where I am... still feeling crazy AND stressed about living on my own. At least I leave for Turkey in a week. There is that.
I can't help but wonder though. What if Kyohei and I had managed to buy a house together? Would I feel differently? I would still be wearing contacts, probably wouldn't be going to Turkey right now... wouldn't have all this other drama....
If I could change everything, would I?
If you could have told me all of this back in March, I would never have believed it. I wonder what March 2013 justgotspaid would say to me now? Where will I be in 6 months? What will be the condition of my heart and soul?
I have to have faith and try to focus. I have to keep walking, right? Just keep going?
This song is stuck in my head. It feels like a balm for my broken spirit
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those are all problems for future sarah to deal with. Provided none of them lead to terminators. in just 6 months the way you view the world changed radically, not only from what happened, but from how YOU acted on it. Heres hoping the next 6 will be equally exciting, if not as dramatic. =)
@Rveblade - Ditto
JGS: Sounds like you're about to embark on a journey of uncalculated bliss, immeasurable growth, and exciting change. You've got this.
And happy 6 month Eyeserversary!
@Rveblade - @Saferia - Hey! Thanks guys
I guess it will be interesting to see what is going on in March. We'll find out..... thanks for being my xanga besties
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