crash!

 So today was our official last day of class.  We rehearsed graduation and then went to the airport.  Oh!  I have lots of cool photos to post (later).  Then I went to this great Peruvian restaurant for lunch with friends and had a wonderful time, took a nap and then joined my friends for dinner and drinks by the pool.  

Everything was going GREAT until I found out that my 3 favorite people that are going to be based in Charlotte with me all got an apartment together... without me.  I talked to them about getting something too.  Maybe I should have been more aggressive?  But... I really had plans (I thought) to look for a place together with my one good friend.  

So I don't know, I'm trying not to be a cry-baby about this, but I was already stressed out about finding a crash pad.  Now the 3 people that were potential roommates are suddenly all together.   Now I have no potentials and I'll be looking on my own.  I'm sure it will be fine, I always seem to land on my feet, but...  it hurts being left out.   I really wanted to live with at least one of my friends. 

Sometimes I feel like because I always seem so happy and independent or whatever that people forget to worry about me.  NOT the case.  I'm just as nervous and insecure as everyone else.

OK-- just needed to vent.  Everyone on the east coast is either asleep or out partying now and I can't really bring this up around here.