crash!
So today was our official last day of class. We rehearsed graduation and then went to the airport. Oh! I have lots of cool photos to post (later). Then I went to this great Peruvian restaurant for lunch with friends and had a wonderful time, took a nap and then joined my friends for dinner and drinks by the pool.
Everything was going GREAT until I found out that my 3 favorite people that are going to be based in Charlotte with me all got an apartment together... without me. I talked to them about getting something too. Maybe I should have been more aggressive? But... I really had plans (I thought) to look for a place together with my one good friend.
So I don't know, I'm trying not to be a cry-baby about this, but I was already stressed out about finding a crash pad. Now the 3 people that were potential roommates are suddenly all together.
Now I have no potentials and I'll be looking on my own. I'm sure it will be fine, I always seem to land on my feet, but... it hurts being left out. I really wanted to live with at least one of my friends.
Now I have no potentials and I'll be looking on my own. I'm sure it will be fine, I always seem to land on my feet, but... it hurts being left out. I really wanted to live with at least one of my friends. Sometimes I feel like because I always seem so happy and independent or whatever that people forget to worry about me. NOT the case. I'm just as nervous and insecure as everyone else.
OK-- just needed to vent. Everyone on the east coast is either asleep or out partying now and I can't really bring this up around here.
































































