July 12, 2011
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the weight
...of the worldI thought 2011 was going to be an awesome year-- in my crackpot list of theories, odd years always seem to be better. I shudder to think what 2012 will be like if I look back on '11 like the grass was greener. Maybe the Mayans are right?? That said, it's only 1/2 over, so here's hoping for a bright 6 months.
Actually, I can't really complain. My personal life is fine, if not pretty much great. It's just that sometimes it seems like everything is falling apart around me. So many of my friends are dealing with huge life crisis and life/death issues. I feel very consumed with worry for them. It's horrible, all these people I know and love are living through my own worst fears. What can I do for them?
I wish I weren't so awkward and emotionally distant... and stronger. Much stronger.
